Wednesday, February 25, 2009


Love can never grow old.
Locks may lose their brown and gold.
Cheeks may fade and hollow grow.

But the hearts that love will know,

never winter's frost and chill,
's warmth is in them still.

-- Leo Buscaglia

Friday, February 13, 2009

Love in the air...

Never get any presents for valentine before, and never have anyone to celebrate it with before too, i never really longed for this day to come.. It's valentine's day tomorrow! Same as every year before this, tomorrow's still a lonely day for me.. Wohoho.. Anyone wanna book me out for a nice lunch? Or perhaps a sweet movie? Guess i have to dream on.. Hahas..

Well.. Actually NOT everything is the same as previous years... I DID get some presents this year.. Hehe.. Not trying to show off but hey! Is the 1st time i ever get any gift for this day oh!

A very sweet card from Shu Jun... Hehe... Very very nice... I'm so touched!! Never thought she'll make cards for us.. Muacks! You know you love me too.. XD

Another gift.. From ashley.. What a surprise! But the hand-made rose is for me, jane and jocelyn, not for me myself.. LOL... Anyway, It's really sweet of him (although i think the reason he gave us that rose is he don't know what to do with it).. =P Thanks~ It's my 1st valentine's gift from a guy actually.. Haha..

Well.. Just a few more minutes to valentine.. Now i wish every couple have a very sweet and enjoyable valentine tomorrow...

P.s. 2molo? Another lonely day for me i guess...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Dem dem dem... Homesick?!

People often say if you always have something you'll never know how to appreciate it.. Only until it's gone then you'll found out how important or meaningful it is to you... Whether is friendship or family it's all the same..

Same thing goes to me.. I remember when i just come kl i feel quite excited... Freedom! No more nagging from mum! No more stupid shop-keeping! And i feel proud of myself for being able to cope being alone and being independent... Until this morning, after a whole night of bad sleep and stupid dream i found out how much i missed mum.. And how much i missed home too...

Nothing's better than my mum's cooking! And even mum's nagging is so much better than our math lecturer's boring "bedtime story"... Haha... Imagine you have to eat outside food everyday eat till your brain also might get stuck because of the excessive amount of monosodium glutamate and will die of boredom coz of the stupid math class i'm sure you'll eventually miss home too...

Well.. What to do? I'm out here like few thousand km from home.. Homesick? Better not.. It'll only troubles me more.. Hoho...

P.s. Mum i miss u!!! Even though i better not getting homesick but i actually do!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

To my bestie =)

Everytime when i need support,
There'll be someone standing on my side..
Everytime when i need a listening ear,
There'll be someone who listen without complain..
Everytime when i need advice,
There'll be someone giving me as much ideas as possible..
Everytime i need help,
There'll be someone lending a hand to me..

Now let me say something..
I'll always appreciate this someone..
I'll always cherish the time with this someone..
I'll always remember every moment i spent with this someone..

Thank you for being my best friend..
And thank you for being there for me..
Hugs n loves..

P.s. People walk in and out of your life.. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.. And there you are, sticking out your smelly feet for me XD

Monday, February 2, 2009

Bitterly sweet...

Just watched S.H.E's mv for the song "Yan Hai Gong Lu De Chu Kou" at howard's blog.. Got some inspiration and here i'm.. Writing out my feelings after watching it..

"Be happy that you are friends rather than cry because that's all you'll ever be.."

Sweet.. But kinda sad isn't it? When you actually like someone that will only take you as a friend, that's probably what you'll think.. You won't regret for knowing this special someone, even thought this person might be just a friend forever.. Well that's what i think.. I know some might say "If we are not meant for each other then we should never met!" Too harsh isn't it? To me, even thought other said that
"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them" can you not admit that you're still glad to have this person as a friend? To care for this person? And to spend time with this someone who you say is not possible?

Poor Ella.. The guy she loved only treat her as a good friend.. But will she regret knowing him and have him as her friend? Probably no... And if you happens to be the one standing in her shoe, What will you do? Very confusing... If you love that special someone you let that person go, but in that way hurting yourself because you can never have this person.. Maybe this is how love's like.. Bitterly sweet...
P.s. The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for.
-- Jessica Brumley

Sunday, February 1, 2009

To all my true friends =)

"A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart."

After so many years i existed in this world, i realised that a true friend is indeed VERY hard to find.. But is it that hard? Sometimes a true friend is someone just beside you but you never bother to find out or you're so occupied by all your so-called-besties/gang.. But one day when you're very low will they all be with you? Stand by your side? Or just dump u aside by saying "Sorry there's nothing i can help you"? Maybe one day when you start changing in a way you think is better for yourself, will they encourage you? Or will distance themselves away from you as they say "You're not the same person as i know you before"? I guess this is the only time you'll finally realise who is really sincere and loyal to you..

Seeing friends having friendship conflict.. Having friendship conflicts myself.. I still can't say i understand the true meaning of a true friend... I'm still learning as i make mistakes.. As saying goes "
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around." As i kept on trusting, and hurt myself timeless time in the process, i think i know who're those true friends around me at this moment.. Thanks for being there for me.. You know who you are =)

Well, another thing i have to learn right now is APPRECIATE what i have now.. And CHERISH every moment i can spend with them.. Too bad fate arranged us to be separated this moment.. And i missed you all dearly!! Never mind.. i believe that they'll be a chance for us to meet up again! And this time i'll thank every one of you for being there for me when i need you.. Don't be too surprised when i do so ah.. I know i'm not the kind of people that will say thank you much XD But hey... Is a good thing to learn too!

Quite true isn't it as you see from the magnet above?
No friends = No life to me... Hehe...
Is for a special friend.. True friend of course *wink wink*

p.s. "A true friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

A Brand New Start

My 1st post... After 1 month in KL i started blogging.. Guess life's a bit empty after i left secondary school and come out to study.. It means that no more band.. No more mum take care of the daily chores.. And no more yummy-mouth-watering food from mum.. Suffering huh? Surprisingly i'm still alive! Bad news for you? Hiak hiak...

Well well.. Just finish chinese new year so as a real start i'm going to set a few targets for this year!
1st. Do my assignments in time.
2nd. Study Smart. (No study hard for me ah... If you know me well enough you'll know study hard is kinda impossible for me... Is INSANE...)
3rd. Boost up your confidence girl! (IMPORTANT! 1st step to be the brand new me leh!)
4th. Well i dono leh... Add in when i think of some more? LOL..

Oh!! Oh ya oh ya.. Attention to everyone that view my blog.. If you found that i'm not doing as i promised... GIVE ME A SHARP HIT IN THE HEAD! NO MERCY! Haha... Gotta be harder on myself coz i'm really a lazy bum + stubborn head... What to do? Haih~

Hmm.. I guess that's all for today... Gonna start moving.. GOODBYE old me and HELLO to the BRAND NEW ME... XD